Ndikhumbula ndiqala ukukubona, yayingobunye ubusuku kwiminyaka emithathu eyadlulayo.Ubumile, ndathatha iziqhamo
kunye ne-snack yokukubona.Ukuqala kwethu ukudibana nam kwi-Intanethi, kwakukho iiyantlukwano.Zive ukhululekile.Kubonakala ngathi
ukuba nomdla kakhulu kwinyani, kodwa yandinika imvakalelo ephantsi kakhulu.Wangena emkhosini ukuze ukhonze uYehova
ilizwe eneminyaka eyi-17 kwaye wakhetha umsebenzi omkhulu wokucima umlilo.Lo nyaka ngunyaka wesi-7 wokuthatha inxaxheba kumdlalo omkhulu
umsebenzi wokucima umlilo.Khumbula oko wandixelela kona: xa wawusiya emkhosini, wabhalela uyihlo ileta, yathi:
"Ndiqale ukucima umlilo namhlanje kwaye ndaba ngumcimi womlilo. Ndilapha Niphile kamnandi mama notata unjani.
wenza?Undikhumbula kakhulu, ndikukhumbula kakhulu, kufuneka uzimisele ukutya, ungagcini, ndiza kwenza imali.
yeyakho."Uneminyaka eli-17 ubudala uthethe la mazwi, Iphupha lakho kukuba ngumcimi-mlilo ofanelekileyo, kwaye ngoku, ukhokela
ukuqeqeshwa yonke imihla kwiqela lamajoni, kwaye wenze ezinye izinto eziyimpumelelo.
Okulandelayo, ndifuna ukusebenzisa ixesha njengendawo yokubalisa ibali lethu.
Kunyaka wethu wokuqala sikunyaka wesithathu ndisemncinci, ubusoloko undixelela ukuba andikwenzi.
ndiyakuthembisa kuba ubungengomntu wam ofanelekileyo.Kwinyanga enye enesiqingatha ezayo, uya kuncokola nam
yonke imihla, kwaye uya kuthetha nam malunga noqeqesho lwakho lwemihla ngemihla, izidlo, ubomi, kunye nokuziphatha.Ndikhumbula xa ndiqala
waqala, ngokufuthi beniya kuchukumiseka ngokufuthi ngenxa yezinto endizithethayo.Uthe akukho mntu wakuxelela le nto
kuba wawungazange wathandana.Ewe, nathi sixabana yonke imihla, umsindo wam umbi kakhulu, ndihlala ndihlala
cela ukuba uhambe nawona mazwi angenantliziyo, kwaye ucebise ukuba nihlukane nawe.Kodwa zange ucinge ngayo
Ukuncama ngalo lonke ixesha, kodwa ubundamkela kakhulu.
Unyaka wethu wesibini sikunye, kodwa xa ndandikunyaka wam omkhulu, ndandiza kujongana nengxaki yengqesho, kwaye
kwangaxeshanye, ndaye ndajongana nengxaki yokuba abantu abaninzi bacinga ukuba ixesha lokuphumelela lixesha lokwahlulahlula.I
Andiyazi indlela oziva ngayo, mhlawumbi andizange ndifune ukuhamba, ngoko ke andizange ndiyicinge loo nto.Ndikhethe ukusebenza kufutshane nawe
ekhaya, kodwa eso sigqibo saphantse sabutshabalalisa ubomi bam.Intsapho yakho nganye ine "specialties" yayo kwaye ewe, andiyithandi
bona.Yade yanciphisa ubomi bam, ngeli xesha, saqala ukuxabana rhoqo, ucinga ukuba usapho lwakho alukho
ityala, ndim.Wenza konke okusemandleni akho ukugcina, undenza ndizive ukuba ukhetho lwam alulunganga.
Unyaka wethu wesithathu sikunye, kwaye uphela kwawo kwakungenxa yemisebenzi yasekhaya kunye neengxabano.Oku kungenxa yakho
abazali, I ngokuzimisela bashiya Fuzhou ndakhetha ukuza Xiamen.
Kule minyaka mithathu, kukho nezinto ezintle.Makhe sithethe ngezinto ezilungileyo kuqala: unenyanga enye
iholide ngonyaka, uya kundikhupha ukuba ndidle, uye kuthenga, kwaye wenze idinga ukuya Xiamen kunye
GuLangyu.Iminyaka emithathu yasishiya neefoto ezininzi kakhulu.Xa ndixakekile, uzondikhapha abazali bam ukuya ePingtan
ukubona ulwandle, ukutya ukutya okumnandi kwaye usele iti yobisi.Ndiyayithanda i-durian, uya kundithengela, hayi nje le, kodwa nayo
nantoni na oyifunayo.Uthe awuzukundivumela ukuba ndimonele mntu, kodwa awenzanga loo nto, ndisabamonela abanye: Ndiyabamonela abanye.
mantombazana, ndingatya nesoka lam, ndingaya kuthenga nomfana wam, ndingahamba nohambo nomfana wam, naye
Kukho ilahleko ezininzi kakhulu, kodwa uhlala uthi: Ndingunyana waseTshayina kuqala, kwaye ekugqibeleni isoka lakho.Unayo i
uxanduva olunzima emagxeni akho kwaye ubeke ikhaya lakho kumntu wonke.
Nantsi ileta yam eya kuwe:
Kuwe sithandwa:Umoya wasehlotyeni umfiliba.Igqabi elinye leAcacia, Igqabi elinye Litsala.
ixesha liyabhabha,
Sele kuyiminyaka emithathu ndadibana nawe.cinga ngayo,
Imiboniso yangaphambili ifana nemiboniso ecacileyo.
Nangona sahlukene,
Amawaka eemayile eziqelelene
Kodwa ngethamsanqa abazange banikezele.enkosi ngokudibana
Enkosi ngokuba nawe endleleni.
intlanganiso yokuqala, esangweni lomlindi;
Lalicwengile isibhakabhaka ngaloo mini.
Ndikhangela umfanekiso wakho phakathi kwabantu
Kodwa xa ndithatha isandla sakho.kude kube namhlanje
Emva kokuba isikolo siqala,
UkwiQuanzhou, ndiseFuzhou,
ufuna ukundibona,
Kodwa ukucela ikhefu "ngumsebenzi onzima".
Xa ubambe isiliphu sekhefu kwinkokeli yeqela ukuxela imeko,
Kuyimfuneko ukuba kucwangciswe kwaye kucace, kodwa nokucinezela imincili emazantsi entliziyo yam.
Xa inani leendawo zokuphuma ligcwele, ndiza kuba semsebenzini namhlanje ukulungiselela ukulwa ...
Ukuyeka emsebenzini kunokuba “nzima”
Iintlanganiso zinokujikwa zibe "isidudu sefowuni".
"Ukhona? Wenza ntoni kulempelaveki?"
"Uvavanyo lokuqina komzimba, ndiza kube ndikulungele ukubaleka iikhilomitha ezintlanu kamva."
"Kuzothatha ixesha elingakanani ukubuya?...Huh? Uphi umntu?"
Rhoqo ndiyaqeqeshwa kwaye ulindile.
uthi kulungile.
Ndiyakuqonda ukungabi nakuzinceda kumagama.
Uyancuma uthi:
“Kuthiwa amajoni anikezelwa kurhulumente,
Andikwazi ukubamba inkwenkwe yelizwe."
Andikwazi ukukukhapha ngalo lonke ixesha,
Ndingathumela kuphela iingcinga zam enyangeni
Ngamana singahlala kunye amawaka eekhilomitha kwixesha elidlulileyo.
Ndidakumbile ngenxa yezinto ezingenamsebenzi,
Uza kundibona ukude emva kokuba uyazi.
Ndise kwivenkile yodongwe.
Kuthiwa izinto ezenziwe ngodongwe ziyakwazi ukukhulisa umzimba kwaye ziphucule ingqondo yakhe.
Xa ubambe udaka ngesandla yenza ukuba kwenzeke.
Ndavele ndazithanda izinto zobumba.
Ukuzinza, ngokuthe ngqo, kufanele ukuba zizinto ezibalulekileyo zeentshukumo ondinike zona.
uthi: "I-Bouldering kukulawula ingqondo kunye namandla.
Le nkqubo ifuna uxolo nomonde.
Musa ukungxama kakhulu."
Ndabona ukuba ivazi emva kokushiya i-oven iqinile, ipholile kwaye i-dimensional-dimensional.
Ndinolona ncumo lumnandi ndakha ndanalo.
Kunzima ukubonana, kunzima nokwahlukana.
ixesha liyabaleka, Lixesha lokwahlukana.
Kuthatha iintsuku ukuba abanye badibane.
Kwaye sidibana ngeminyaka,
Enkosi ngokuzingisa kwakho.
kwaneemvakalelo zakho ezincinci,
ndenze ndizive ndonwabile, umgama omde.
Kodwa kukho iingcinga ezifuna ukukuxelela.
Konke ukuqhwanyaza kwamehlo akho kwenza intliziyo yam itsibe.
Yonke indlela ohamba ngayo izele ziintyatyambo.
ndicela undibambe ngesandla, ndihambe ixesha elide.
Le yimpendulo yakho:
Ubusi:
Ulele?
Imvula yasehlotyeni ngaphandle kwefestile.
Ndiyajula ndijike, kodwa ndingalali, okanye ndinetyala, okanye ndinexhala.
Andazi ukuba kutheni, ndikukhumbula ngequbuliso.
Ndifuna ukukuxelela okuninzi, masithethe.
Ndiligaqa le-elm, kodwa andikwazi ukuthetha, inyanga igcwele kwaye inyanga ayikho.
ndlela-ntle njengezolo.
Sodibana nini?
Lingakanani ixesha elizayo?
isithembiso esilula asinakuzaliseka ngokulula.
Kuba ndingumcimi-mlilo.
Umlilo oluhlaza undinike umsebenzi.
Abantu babendixhasa.
phambi komntu wonke, ndingakhetha kuphela uxanduva kunye noxanduva
Kuthanda!
Ixesha lokuposa: Jul-11-2022