Ndikhumbula ixesha lokuqala endakubona ngalo, yayibubusuku obunye kwiminyaka emithathu eyadlulayo. Ubulindile, ndaza ndathabatha iziqhamo.
kwaye sitye ukutya okulula ukuze sibonane. Ngexesha lokuqala sidibana nam kwi-intanethi, kwakukho umahluko. Zive ukhululekile. Kubonakala ngathi
Ukuba ngumntu othuleyo ngakumbi, kodwa kundinike uluvo lokuba ndingumntu othobekileyo. Ujoyine umkhosi ukuze ukhonze
ilizwe eneminyaka eli-17 ubudala kwaye wakhetha umsebenzi omhle wokulwa nomlilo. Lo nyaka ngunyaka wesi-7 wokuthatha inxaxheba kwi-great
umsebenzi wokulwa nomlilo. Khumbula into owandixelela yona: xa ungena emkhosini, wabhalela utata wakho ileta, yathi:
"Ndiqale ukucima umlilo namhlanje ndaza ndaba ngumcimi-mlilo wokwenene. Ndilapha. Nina ubomi obumnandi, Mama noTata, ninjani?"
Undenza ntoni? Undikhumbula kakhulu, ndikukhumbula kakhulu, kufuneka uzimisele ukutya, ungagcini imali, ndiza kwenza imali
“Uneminyaka eli-17 ubudala uthe la mazwi, Iphupha lakho kukuba ngumcimi-mlilo ofanelekileyo, kwaye ngoku, ukhokela
uqeqesho lwemihla ngemihla kwiqela leemfazwe, kwaye uphumelele nakwezinye izinto.
Okulandelayo, ndifuna ukusebenzisa ixesha njengesiqalo sokubalisa ibali lethu.
Kunyaka wokuqala sikunye, xa ndandikunyaka wam wesithathu, ndandisemncinci kakhulu, kwaye wawusoloko undixelela ukuba andizange
ndikuthembisa kuba ubungengomntu endimthandayo. Kwinyanga enye enesiqingatha ezizayo, uza kuncokola nam
yonke imihla, kwaye uza kuthetha nam ngoqeqesho lwakho lwemihla ngemihla, ukutya, ubomi, kunye nokuziphatha kwakho. Ndiyakhumbula xa ndandiqala
Ukuqala, ubusoloko ulila ngenxa yento endiyithethileyo. Uthe akukho mntu wakha wakuxelela oku
kuba awuzange ube nobudlelwane. Kakade ke, sixabana yonke imihla, umsindo wam umbi kakhulu, ndidla ngoku
ndicela ukuba uhambe ngamazwi abuhlungu kakhulu, ndize ndicebise ukwahlukana nawe. Kodwa awuzange ucinge ngaloo nto
bendinikezela ngalo lonke ixesha, kodwa ubunobubele kakhulu kum.
Unyaka wethu wesibini kunye, kodwa xa ndandikwiminyaka yam yokugqibela, ndandisele ndiza kujongana nengxaki yomsebenzi, kwaye
kwangaxeshanye, ndijongene nengxaki yokuba abantu abaninzi bacinga ukuba ixesha lokugqiba izifundo lixesha lokwahlulwahlulwa.
Andazi ukuba uziva njani, mhlawumbi andizange ndifune ukuhamba, ngoko ke bendingenalo olo luvo. Ndikhethe ukusebenza kufutshane nawe
ekhaya, kodwa eso sigqibo siphantse sawonakalisa ubomi bam. Usapho lwakho lune "zakhono" zalo kwaye ewe, andizithandi
Kwanciphisa nobomi bam, ngeli xesha, saqala ukuxabana rhoqo, ucinga ukuba usapho lwakho alukho
Ndingumntu onetyala. Wenza konke okusemandleni akho ukugcina oku, undenza ndizive ngathi ukhetho lwam alulunganga.
Unyaka wethu wesithathu sikunye, kwaye okuseleyo kwakubangelwa yimisebenzi yasekhaya rhoqo kunye neengxabano. Oko kungenxa yakho
Bazali bam, ndayishiya iFuzhou ndaza ndakhetha ukuza eXiamen.
Kule minyaka mithathu, kukwakho nezinto ezintle. Masiqale sithethe ngezinto ezilungileyo: unenyanga enye
iholide ngonyaka, uza kundithatha siyokutya, siye kuthenga, kwaye wenze idinga lokuya eXiamen kunye
GuLangyu. Iminyaka emithathu isishiye neefoto ezininzi kakhulu. Xa ndixakekile, uza kuhamba nabazali bam ukuya ePingtan.
ukubona ulwandle, ukutya ukutya okumnandi nokusela iti yobisi. Ndiyayithanda i-durian, uza kundithengela yona, kungekuphela nje le, kodwa
nantoni na oyifunayo. Uthe awuzukundivumela ndimonele nabani na, kodwa awukwenzanga oko, ndisamonela abanye: Ndimonela abanye
Mantombazana, ndingatya nesoka lam, ndingaya kuthenga nesoka lam, ndingaya nohambo nesoka lam, nam
Kukho iilahleko ezininzi kakhulu, kodwa uhlala uthi: Ndingunyana waseTshayina kuqala, kwaye ekugqibeleni ndingumfana wakho.
uxanduva olunzima emagxeni akho uze ubeke ikhaya lakho phantsi ukuze wonke umntu afumane.
Nantsi ileta endiyibhalela wena:
Kuwe sithandwa: Umoya wasehlotyeni umnyama. Igqabi Elinye Le-Acacia, Igqabi Elinye Litsala.
ixesha liyabhabha,
Sele kudlule iminyaka emithathu ukusukela oko ndadibana nawe. Cinga ngayo,
Iziganeko zangaphambili zifana nokubuyela umva ngokucacileyo.
Nangona sahlukene,
Amawaka eekhilomitha ezikude
Kodwa ngethamsanqa abazange bayeke. Enkosi ngokudibana
Enkosi ngokuba nawe endleleni.
intlanganiso yokuqala, esangweni lomlindi,
Kwakusisibhakabhaka esicacileyo ngaloo mini.
Ndikhangela umzimba wakho phakathi kwesihlwele
Kodwa xa ndibamba isandla sakho. kude kube namhlanje
Emva kokuba isikolo siqalile,
UseQuanzhou, mna ndiseFuzhou,
ufuna ukundibona,
Kodwa ukucela ikhefu "ngumsebenzi onzima".
Xa ubambe iphetshana lekhefu kwinkokeli yeqela ukuze axele imeko,
Kubalulekile ukuba icwangciswe kakuhle, kodwa kwanokuthintela uchulumanco olusentliziyweni yam.
Xa inani leendawo zokuphuma ligcwele, ndiza kube ndisemsebenzini namhlanje ukuze ndilungiselele ukulwa...
Ukuthatha ikhefu emsebenzini kunokuba "nzima"
Iintlanganiso zinokuguqulwa zibe "yiporridge yefowuni" kuphela.
"Ukhona? Wenza ntoni ngempelaveki?"
"Uvavanyo lomzimba, ndiza kuba ndikulungele ukubaleka iikhilomitha ezintlanu kamva."
"Kuza kuthatha ixesha elingakanani ukubuya?...Huh? Uphi loo mntu?"
Ndisoloko ndiqeqesha uze ulinde.
uthi kulungile.
Ndiyayiqonda indlela abantu abangakwaziyo ukuzinceda ngayo loo mazwi.
Uyancuma uze uthi:
"Kuthiwa amajoni anikelwa kurhulumente,
Andinakufumana isoka lam elivela kwilizwe lasemzini."
Andinakukwazi ukuhamba nawe ngalo lonke ixesha,
Ndingathumela iingcinga zam enyangeni kuphela
Ngamana singahlala kunye amawaka eekhilomitha kudala.
Ndidandathekile ngenxa yezinto ezingenamsebenzi,
Uza kuza kundibona uvela kude emva kokuba wazi.
Ndise kwivenkile yodongwe.
Kuthiwa izinto zobumba zinokukhulisa umzimba womntu kwaye ziphucule ingqondo yakhe.
Xa ubambe udaka ngesandla, yenza kube nokwenzeka.
Ndathi ndakuthanda izinto zobumba ngequbuliso.
Izinzile, ithe tye, kumele ukuba zizinto ezibalulekileyo kwiintshukumo ondinike zona.
uthi: "Ukubhonga kukulawula ingqondo namandla."
Le nkqubo ifuna uxolo nomonde.
Musa ukungxama kakhulu."
Ndibone ukuba ivazi emva kokuphuma kwi-oven yayiqinile, iqinile kwaye inamacala amathathu.
Ndinoncumo oluvuyisayo kakhulu endakha ndanalo.
Kunzima ukubonana, kunzima ukwahlukana.
Ixesha liyabaleka, Lifikile ixesha lokuba sahlukane.
Kuthatha iintsuku ukuba abanye badibane.
Kwaye sidibana kwiminyaka,
Enkosi ngokunyamezela kwakho.
kwaneemvakalelo zakho ezincinci,
Ndenza ndizive ndonwabile kakhulu, ndikude.
Kodwa kukho iingcinga ezifuna ukukuxelela.
Ukuqhwanyaza nje kwamehlo akho kwenza intliziyo yam ibethe ngamandla.
Yonke indlela ohamba kuyo izele ziintyatyambo.
Ndicela undivumele ndikubambe isandla, ndihambe ixesha elide.
Nantsi impendulo yakho:
Ubusi:
Ulele?
Imvula yasehlotyeni ngaphandle kwefestile.
Ndiyajika-jika, kodwa andilali, andithwali tyala, okanye ndixhalabe.
Andazi ukuba kutheni, ndikukhumbula ngequbuliso.
Ndifuna ukunixelela okuninzi, manditsho.
Ndingumntu ofana ne-elm, kodwa andinakuthetha nto, inyanga igcwele kwaye inyanga ayikho.
ndlelantle njengayizolo.
Siza kudibana nini?
Malini kwixesha elizayo?
isithembiso esilula asinakwenzeka lula.
Kuba nje ndingumcimi-mlilo.
Umlilo oluhlaza okwesibhakabhaka undinike umsebenzi.
Abantu bandinika ukutya.
phambi komntu wonke, ndingakhetha kuphela uxanduva kunye noxanduva
Kuthanda!
Ixesha lokuthumela: Julayi-11-2022
